dulcetenigma

We strolled outside...Nate...Kathryn...and myself...Walking along the sidewalk panels...and I glance over...and while in this dreamstate...I see him...and I couldn't even believe it...I couldn't even recognize him from one glance...and then I saw his vehicle...I thought it could have been impossible er a dream...That I bear his necklace...the same day he returns...I was in utter bewilderment...He came close to me...I had vibes from him...I haven't felt since he had gone...I had been so close...So near we could almost touch...He made strides...that were obvious...He had watched me...I saw it...I saw him glance at me...I even saw him stare...Why couldn't I have said something? I'm frightened...I'm afraid to know the truth....I have many theories....Logic...and patterns...that I could piece together into webs of theory...Something like...him not speaking to his ex...after they broke it off...for a year...So I started to notice little things....that would make my mind reminisce...Such as the yard lines that we had first had a full conversation on...er the place we had first kissed...I suppose I should be over him by now...I wish I could put that logic together...Why can't I be over him? EVER? Why am I still holding on? Was it fate? I dunno what the future holds..

...I have learned...that I like it when people know eachother's history...Who dated who...er what else...Simply because...I like having the feeling everyone knows you...and we become this community...That way...people don't step on your toes when it comes to past relationships...Unless of course...they are rotten slutty hoes...who are would recieve a harsh ass whooping from a person like myself...I like it when people take notice because of your association with others...Not because of the popularity involved...but simply because it's a comfort...and it gives reason for conversation...er it gives you a reason to open up...and for a person to realize you love someone...er you care...

...Want to comfort a friend today...